So, I'm still really stuck on what to do.

I've been praying for so long still, and I don't have an answer, and I don't know what to do.  I could see the benefits of our kids being around other children in daycare...but would my kids still love me just as much not seeing me enough throughout a day?  Would it feel like someone else were raising them if I did put them in daycare?  Our bills are rolling in, and I just don't know how it's going to be possible to keep paying everything on just Joe's wages.  Why does life have to be so hard?